why cant i get what i want, fullfill my wishes
i see no future for my dreams they ll soon be ashes
i like to stay quiet live my life in the shadow
i find it comfortable here, i dont deal with this dumb show
that all of you are participating in, everybody plays a part
you do things to be accepted you dont speak from your heart
maybe im wrong , am i the idiot for doing so?
for putting energy in other things than the dough?
the worlds is filled with hungry maddogs with no leash
looking for a prey to eat,aint no mercy left, capeesh?
times short ,homie you focus on whats important
aint nothing gon be the same, change is the only constant
i ve never been creative always thought this wasnt my thing
never thought people would find my life intresting
i speak from my heart this shit helps me staying lucid
now i invoke feelings in people , through my music
verse 2:
girl stabbed me in the heart , i feel bad its your fault
got overwhelmed with feelings ,as if anything would make me fall
felt vulnerable , you pierced my heart with a smile
i d be better off leaving , i ll be gone for a while
following a ladies lead just isnt my style
imma focus on myself, bitch imma go on exile
i lost too much energy trying to forget you
teach me how to look at things from a diffrent view
was born a good seed, grew up to be a rotten fruit (accentua la fine)
peace of heart and mind is what im trying to pursuit
feels like no1 ever appreciate me enough
im tired of this shit, but imma never give up
cant u see what u mean? i want you to be happy
walk this way with me coz ---i ve been hurt badly,
people love you for a while put you on a throne
then forget about you ,you end up being --unknown
verse 3:
this shit gives me hope, now i have a chance to succeed
music gives me the strenght and motivation to procede
i stop thinking how life was back then
playing with my cousin, wish i could live that again
everything felt nice not a worry on my mind
didnt know life yet, tought the world was really kind
learned with time that everybody has their sins
everybody tryna break free from the lifes strings
going to school, going to work, have kids and make a family
am-- i wrong for thinking this path could be a tragedy?
we always want what we cant have that attracts us the most
then once u lose it, take all you got till you overdose
wish we could be together,forget about tomorrow,
but instead i lose myself in this drink to drown my sorrow
always thought a girl would save me and bring me to glory
but i dont need to be saved coz im the hero of this story..
