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Something out of nothing - Mixtape

by Lonewolf

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covered my heart with ice , cant trust nobody any mo the only people that i love is my family and my bro when did all things change, wat did i do wrong? the pain i felt made me cold , heartless and strong everybody s boring , not worth my time bitchez clownin acting like a mime i d rather be alone and keep it cool inside my zone im a granade filled with hatred about to get blown i feel alone even when im with others, yo its crazy but i keep my head strong and try not to get lazy oh yeah shorty please fix me, lemme love you lemme kiss you those eyez and ass make me crazy, lemme tell you ooh baby lets drink this gin and dance with me lets forget about the rest , lie down with me the world seems better when you re with me shorty cant u see with you is where i wanna be lost the way since when i got out of highschool fell into depression its been hard to keep it cool its crazy how depression can fuck you up makes me wanna go to sleep and never wake up am i at the end of nowhere? will i lose all that is mine? im tryna turn a page in my life with these rhymes find something to give me the motivation stop being scared my confidence has gone bad waking up and start being mad id like to go back to normal and feel glad kill negative vibez and stop being sad loved so many people, they just loved the cash up all night sippin gin smoking hash the day after you stole from me then act like nothing happend , i know you lyin homie you can keep the money that i gave you you s a clown im saying fuck to you all -- man i d be leaving town.. yeah the book of my life has lots of dark pages filled with dark episodes and unknown faces had no father since i was born,grew up with my sister and my mama they helped me through the drama i learned to be a man on my own, with my grandpa as a guide was like a father to me, cried like a baby when he died asked my mama whats the meaning of life at the age of 8 15 sipping beers with my mates sippin gin at 3 pm with ma boys ye, we started living wild since we were just schoolboys used to deal drugs and nearly got caught , police stopped me i had a shirt that said "fuck cops" and a 100 grams on me
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Unknown 03:30
verse 1: why cant i get what i want, fullfill my wishes i see no future for my dreams they ll soon be ashes i like to stay quiet live my life in the shadow i find it comfortable here, i dont deal with this dumb show that all of you are participating in, everybody plays a part you do things to be accepted you dont speak from your heart maybe im wrong , am i the idiot for doing so? for putting energy in other things than the dough? the worlds is filled with hungry maddogs with no leash looking for a prey to eat,aint no mercy left, capeesh? times short ,homie you focus on whats important aint nothing gon be the same, change is the only constant i ve never been creative always thought this wasnt my thing never thought people would find my life intresting i speak from my heart this shit helps me staying lucid now i invoke feelings in people , through my music verse 2: girl stabbed me in the heart , i feel bad its your fault got overwhelmed with feelings ,as if anything would make me fall felt vulnerable , you pierced my heart with a smile i d be better off leaving , i ll be gone for a while following a ladies lead just isnt my style imma focus on myself, bitch imma go on exile i lost too much energy trying to forget you teach me how to look at things from a diffrent view was born a good seed, grew up to be a rotten fruit (accentua la fine) peace of heart and mind is what im trying to pursuit feels like no1 ever appreciate me enough im tired of this shit, but imma never give up cant u see what u mean? i want you to be happy walk this way with me coz ---i ve been hurt badly, people love you for a while put you on a throne then forget about you ,you end up being --unknown verse 3: this shit gives me hope, now i have a chance to succeed music gives me the strenght and motivation to procede i stop thinking how life was back then playing with my cousin, wish i could live that again everything felt nice not a worry on my mind didnt know life yet, tought the world was really kind learned with time that everybody has their sins everybody tryna break free from the lifes strings going to school, going to work, have kids and make a family am-- i wrong for thinking this path could be a tragedy? we always want what we cant have that attracts us the most then once u lose it, take all you got till you overdose wish we could be together,forget about tomorrow, but instead i lose myself in this drink to drown my sorrow always thought a girl would save me and bring me to glory but i dont need to be saved coz im the hero of this story..
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what are you doing to me? please explain you catch me by suprise , lift me off terrain you take my hand as we leave for a cosmic trip is this the beginning of a new relationship? without fears, without lies, no trouble no bullshit, lets make the perfect couple heal my wounds, i ll show you my every scar you re the best girl , you shine bright like a star you make me feel as if anything is possible you turn me on you inspire me, you re my oracle yeah you save me , you are my light you re in my head from when i get up to when i lay down at night sometimes i cant sleep, thinking what to say next thinking about you, how could i ever pay you back? you sing in my head all day long then talk to each other through a song yeah baby you are my music its like living a dream while being lucid everything i ever wanted, a special journey make me feel free,yea u taught me not to worry you re all that i need punch me hard but i never bleed stay by my side forever, dont ever leave life seems better now , coz you make me believe you re the the perfect thing i could ever conceive i fell in love ever since i found you baby no words can explain how u make me feel, i go crazy you-re the sweetes thing, the hottest chick you-re sincere you dont ever play tricks you are the only one i can trust, you dont judge you tell me all i need to hear without saying much you embrace me as i am, disregard my flaws you make me feel like a kid that talks to santa claus you calm my soul, you re like a warm hug you make me feel high, you re like a soft drug that i cant stop taking, make me fly high like a rocket make me feel rich with no money in my pocket you re the sweetest thing to say, you re so kind you awaken my soul and bring peace to my mind if needed im gonna ask you on my knees dont go away, dont ever leave me please.. yeah baby you are my music its like living a dream while being lucid everything i ever wanted, a special journey make me feel free,yea u taught me not to worry you re all that i need punch me hard but i never bleed stay by my side forever, dont ever leave life seems better now , coz you make me believe you re the the perfect thing i could ever conceive if it wasnt for you, where would i be? i wonder you struck me, brought life back in me, like a thunder giving me hope, this world doesnt seem so cruel imma take care of you like a precious jewel what if i never found you? would i make it back up? would i be able to not give up and keep my head up? i feel invincible now, you help me fight my demons you make things clearer , you make me reason there are no words that can explain what you mean you make me feel like a king ,baby you re my queen you give me confidence, aint no mountain i cant climb you re a diffrent dimension, beyond space and time you free me from all evil and my mental chains i want you to run deep in me like blood in my veins you fixed me, you re the best therapist ever you are my angel, please watch over me forever yeah baby you are my music its like living a dream while being lucid everything i ever wanted, a special journey make me feel free,yea u taught me not to worry you re all that i need punch me hard but i never bleed stay by my side forever, dont ever leave life seems better now , coz you make me believe you re the the perfect thing i could ever conceive
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Lonely night 04:25
verse 1 there s 2 versions of me fighting with each other a constant battle that makes me sad , keeps me bothered a part thats confident ,keeps me on line the other feels unappreciated, gives a bad vibe find the girl of my dreams, let her be my prinsess live happily ever after n kill the stress fuck that, that shit only means trouble it upsets me that bitchez are so tricky and subtle what do you want me to say, what should i do? i dont care about you, u aint my baby boo im all about romance, nothing these bitchez deserves would be nice to fix things and live life in reverse go back in time like the ghost of christmas past back when we were happier felt like time ran fast world wasnt as scary with you by my side play it cool, go with the flow and enjoy the ride chorus: fighting with my self in this lonely night 2 parts of me in an everlasting fight one that believes my dreams will come true the other wonders if i ll ever make it through fighting with my self in this lonely night 2 parts of me in an everlasting fight one that believes my dreams will come true the other wonders if i ll ever make it through verse 2: a part of me with an objective perspective analyzes every situation like a detective one that wants to know deep meaning of things that still has faith , but i drown it in drinks a part think theres something after we die the other knows damn well thats all a lie it all happens in our brain, it makes us who we are it defines us ,can make us act bizarre our head can fuck us in so many ways makes us think too much, as if ya had a debt to pay sometimes you feel as if your heart hurts things change ,its the biggest lifes curse we can block ourselves from being happier from living life, like an invisible barrier cant tell diffrence between reality and fiction analyze your thoughts homie , its called metacognition chorus: fighting with my self in this lonely night 2 parts of me in an everlasting fight one that believes my dreams will come true the other wonders if i ll ever make it through fighting with my self in this lonely night 2 parts of me in an everlasting fight one that believes my dreams will come true the other wonders if i ll ever make it through verse 3: always been a fighter , many times i ve struggled things in life changed me, often felt troubled people backstabbed me, it gave me clarity on who to trust, diffrence from friend and enemy even if i loved y all, loved you like a brother you were family thinking that i had no father its crazy that i have a brother now dunno how to act, someone teach me how he looks up to me, sees me like a role model but i aint one, cant teach him any good moral i d say so many things but i prefer not to coz what i d say wouldnt be any good will teach you not to fall for tricks in life watch your back so there will never be any knife realize life aint so nice , it ll change you soon hope one day you ll be saved by a sweet tune chorus: fighting with my self in this lonely night 2 parts of me in an everlasting fight one that believes my dreams will come true the other wonders if i ll ever make it through fighting with my self in this lonely night 2 parts of me in an everlasting fight one that believes my dreams will come true the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
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Prisoner 04:18
Verse 1; aint no therapist helped me feel any better trying to run from my self was my biggest error feeling trapped, there s a prison inside your mind the door is locked and the key is hard to find nobody knows where it is, lucky who finds it thats hard to do, its easy to lose a grip its hard to find meaning and joy in what you do i found it in talking about my point of view my life, my personal problems and what i feel always thought about whats the point in our time here it will all fade into the abyss in the end its about how u live life and what it meant some say do what you love or so i heard but the world stabbed my heart like a piercing sword and now i check my back before giving a a kiss im just a nobody who s tryina find peace give voice to the things we dont speak about escape your own mind prison and find a way out i d like for people to think about whats wrong innocence and love in this world are long gone this 1 s for you and all the ladies that ruined me made me cold hearted incapable of living free i try to be the change i wanna see in this world but that aint easy at all to do mark my word chorus: every night i got demons haunting me cant sleep i stare at the ceiling turnin in my bed sheets i ve been saved by a sweet melody time heals nothing just replaces memories i ve never heard a sweeter sound than your laughter if only you knew you make my heart beat faster but im scared to tell you there aint a thing i say coz everytime i love something i push it away verse 2: another day feels wrong another dream about her i ll write about my feelings, send you a letter i hold you prisoner inside a cell my mind you see i lost the key and i cant let you out tried to fight my feelings but i couldnt resist a beautiful story that i couldnt predict you re the first girl that ever made me feel special my other relationships never felt magical maybe its my fault, my heart is never at peace maybe im cursed mama come save me from this am i destined to never feel satisfied? with what i have, sorry if i made you cry but i cant live my life stuck in the same place see more in this life move at a different pace its all about the money, once u get it then what? y all never care about things deeper than that im a hero always tryna make others feel better give up my dreams and what i want to forget her nothing worth having ever comes without struggle try to play life like a merchant trying to haggle but i wont buy because i dont like what i see time is money and i would never spend them here i d give away 100 days just to spend one with you the thought of you sticking in my head just like glue my life s a black paiting you are the white in the center illuminate the dark in me , for my heart a shelter whatever happened to us we used to be great a stanctuary that kept away all the evil and hate wishing i could freeze time when we were together baby you made everything else feel much better our personalities matched like pieces of a puzzle a sweet melody helping me through the struggle chorus: every night i got demons haunting me cant sleep i stare at the ceiling turnin in my bed sheets i ve been saved by a sweet melody time heals nothing just replaces memories i ve never heard a sweeter sound than your laughter if only you knew you make my heart beat faster but im scared to tell you there aint a thing i say coz everytime i love something i push it away every night i got demons haunting me cant sleep i stare at the ceiling turnin in my bed sheets i ve been saved by a sweet melody time heals nothing just replaces memories i ve never heard a sweeter sound than your laughter if only you knew you make my heart beat faster but im scared to tell you there aint a thing i say coz everytime i love something i push it away
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Cisum aiam 03:03
verse 1 : wondering why everything is always going wrong change takes time ls like the quiet after the storm i write about my self hope somebody can relate its good for my health ,its like a form of escape i aint ever again gon letchu ruin my party i love you but you make my life shit , im sorry i always find a way to fuck it up,create a mess cant help it but go crazy if talkin about a piece of ass something snapped in me the first time i saw you wanted to hold you close to me, wanted to have you i wanna be your hero baby save you from the danger i never met a girl as kind as you with strangers you are sweet funny and smart, you have beautiful eyes sometimes i fantasize about you being my wife us dancing on a boat to romantic jazz songs you are the girl i wanted to have all along chorus: you tell me to accept the fact that u cant be mine but thats not fair coz u dont know what ihave inside we are together only in my daydreams baby i always think about you cant wait to see you lady you touch my soul without even knowing warm me up like a fireplace when outside is snowing bring out the best in me know what i mean my soul has lots of black parts yours is simple and clean verse 2 : girl you re like a magic princess you give me good vibes make me believe theres still something good in this life you are nice to people your essence is gentle and sweet tell me more about you i like it a lot when we speak you re like the real version of the girl of my dreams have dreams about u ,cupid striked me it seems u make me feel like a kid again, free and innocent boost me like would speed or any another stimulant i immagine me and you together,now my soul is calmed immagination brings happiness at no cost i can tell by the way you act i aint the one u want seems like my hearts in the hands of a sexy blonde i imagine you re the girl in the picture on my wall she looks like an angel, her feet off the floor like love stories in movies where everything is perfect i can be your man baby you can be my girlfriend chorus: you tell me to accept the fact that u cant be mine but thats not fair coz u dont know what ihave inside we are together only in my daydreams baby i always think about you cant wait to see you lady you touch my soul without even knowing warm me up like a fireplace when outside is snowing bring out the best in me know what i mean my soul has lots of black parts yours is simple and clean
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Verse 1: i close my eyes, i m 6 year old again you are raising 2 kids alone with no man you re an officer and i m your soldier alone,no job and the world on your shoulders my daddy left u , dealing with all that bullshit no father for your kids, but still u wouldnt quit with unconditional love, thought me right and wrong sleeping with you by my side singing us sweet songs remember those hand puppets and the fairy tails created objects with care for every detail put them around the house as decorations never put pressure on us , no frustrations while you were at war with my fathers lawyer you re my angel, made every problem smaller sitting on your lap and cuddling after dinner mama you are my rock, my certainty, my pillar chorus: its hard for me to tell these things in person know that you 2 are the ones i learned from girls please listen to what i have to say you 2 are the only ones that would always stay you always support me no matter who i am you see? the 3 of us makes the perfect gang forgive me if i m a jerk sometimes but i appreciate your every advice verse 2: when i was 15, our relationship has changed but my feelings for you always been unchanged you re like a dictator , should i obey to you? i m with the cool kids, not listening to you i go around town , skip school, avoid to study you changed jobs so we always had less money you made it all work, had an ace up your sleeves with my sister we would make the 3 musketeers always loved us and made us feel much better saturdays watching tv on the couch together eating chips cuddling , that always was a pleasure hope i can have these sweet memories forever always told us "your daddy is not a jerk its just that he doesnt know how to make it work.." cooked amazing food, shaped it into smiley faces mama always helped us through the changes chorus: its hard for me to tell these things in person know that you 2 are the ones i learned from girls please listen to what i have to say you 2 are the only ones that would always stay you always support me no matter who i am you see? the 3 of us makes the perfect gang forgive me if i m a jerk sometimes but i appreciate your every advice verse 3: im 23 , im older, respect you as a woman both growing, you re a precious human no woman could take yours and my systers place you support me, help me get up when i lose trace there aint a thing i wouldnt do for you two you mean the world to me, you deserve a statue i can appreciate how u raised me now did it on your own, but i just dunno how aint no way i can repay you, and thats just true at times i would act like a jerk screaming at you reverse my frustration on you and my syster love and hate, i remember that time i pushed her fell and got scratches on her face, i though i was boss when you made my game crash, what a jerk i was angry screaming at you , how could i be so blind? playing in my room not a worry in our minds... chorus: its hard for me to tell these things in person know that you 2 are the ones i learned from girls please listen to what i have to say you 2 are the only ones that would always stay you always support me no matter who i am you see? the 3 of us makes the perfect gang forgive me if i m a jerk sometimes but i appreciate your every advice
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Dear brother 03:11
Verse 1: hope you ll get to live a good life, better than mine no regrets and less bitterness, keep on tryin remember whats worth in this world u cant buy brother be the "good by myself" type of guy get up , make em pay they ever did this to you dont live life like me, with a nihilistic view where u have trouble knowing whats on your mind no ambitions , no peace nor wishes u can find only enjoing life when being high or with a bitch women can give you pleasure only for a bit dont focus too much on them is not worth the effort respect your mama she ll always be your shepherd your guide, she s the most important woman of your life being a man will give you clarity, make you more wise on how cruel this world can be, that time always runs thin die inside when feeling worlds injustice on your skin verse 2: brother, be a loyal friend and keep your friends close remember theres a thin line between friends and foes help u work out whatever you re wondering i ll be there to support u through the suffering yeah, i ll always be there whenever you need both having each others back when feeling weak help you with all i can, teach u everything i know hope all your dreams will come true when u ll grow i had dreams too couldnt wait to see em come true but the world killed them all, if only i had a clue remember that is not hair or stregth that makes a man people will hurt you , learn to not give a damn become a man by losing the things you love the most losing something you loved will make you lose hope when kicked down , learn to come back 50 times stronger lifes a constant battle , outside is a slaughter verse 3: dont be afraid to show your true feelings again protect yourself its a war outside, a true mahyem feel at peace, remember that silence is your mate live a better life, not filled with anger and hate find a girl that will love you and make you feel whole will save you from yourself and will touch your soul like god sent an angel on earth just for you observe and listen, its the smartest thing to do always think before talking, find meaning in things find motivation to keep going, dont fall for tricks if you ll ever end up being hurt and unknown dont give up and dont be afraid of being alone we live to die but brother dont live life invain please dont just drink and smoke to avoid the pain i ll help you, keep an eye on you from above be honest, do all you can for the ones you love

about

My name is Lonewolf, I am an amateur artist who started rapping about 2 months ago and this is the result of my work, my very first musical project. This mixtape means a lot to me, as it represents the beginning of a new chapter in my life, where i learned to live with Music by my side and as my guide. This mixtape helped me to find a voice for the things that i always wanted to say but that i never could, it helps me find a way to say what i have inside and find a way to express myself. Every song of this mixtape contains a piece of my personal experiences and moments of my life, both good and bad times. The only thing that i ask of you is to listen to it, and tell me what you truly think about it. Appreciate any type of feedback to it! I truly hope that my music will get to you. The whole mixtape is also on youtube , go check it out!
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