1. |
Book of my life
03:33
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covered my heart with ice , cant trust nobody any mo
the only people that i love is my family and my bro
when did all things change, wat did i do wrong?
the pain i felt made me cold , heartless and strong
everybody s boring , not worth my time
bitchez clownin acting like a mime
i d rather be alone and keep it cool inside my zone
im a granade filled with hatred about to get blown
i feel alone even when im with others, yo its crazy
but i keep my head strong and try not to get lazy
oh yeah shorty please fix me, lemme love you lemme kiss you
those eyez and ass make me crazy, lemme tell you
ooh baby lets drink this gin and dance with me
lets forget about the rest , lie down with me
the world seems better when you re with me
shorty cant u see with you is where i wanna be
lost the way since when i got out of highschool
fell into depression its been hard to keep it cool
its crazy how depression can fuck you up
makes me wanna go to sleep and never wake up
am i at the end of nowhere? will i lose all that is mine?
im tryna turn a page in my life with these rhymes
find something to give me the motivation
stop being scared my confidence has gone bad
waking up and start being mad
id like to go back to normal and feel glad
kill negative vibez and stop being sad
loved so many people, they just loved the cash
up all night sippin gin smoking hash
the day after you stole from me
then act like nothing happend , i know you lyin homie
you can keep the money that i gave you you s a clown
im saying fuck to you all -- man i d be leaving town..
yeah the book of my life has lots of dark pages
filled with dark episodes and unknown faces
had no father since i was born,grew up with my sister and my mama
they helped me through the drama
i learned to be a man on my own, with my grandpa as a guide
was like a father to me, cried like a baby when he died
asked my mama whats the meaning of life at the age of 8
15 sipping beers with my mates
sippin gin at 3 pm with ma boys
ye, we started living wild since we were just schoolboys
used to deal drugs and nearly got caught , police stopped me
i had a shirt that said "fuck cops" and a 100 grams on me
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2. |
Unknown
03:30
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verse 1:
why cant i get what i want, fullfill my wishes
i see no future for my dreams they ll soon be ashes
i like to stay quiet live my life in the shadow
i find it comfortable here, i dont deal with this dumb show
that all of you are participating in, everybody plays a part
you do things to be accepted you dont speak from your heart
maybe im wrong , am i the idiot for doing so?
for putting energy in other things than the dough?
the worlds is filled with hungry maddogs with no leash
looking for a prey to eat,aint no mercy left, capeesh?
times short ,homie you focus on whats important
aint nothing gon be the same, change is the only constant
i ve never been creative always thought this wasnt my thing
never thought people would find my life intresting
i speak from my heart this shit helps me staying lucid
now i invoke feelings in people , through my music
verse 2:
girl stabbed me in the heart , i feel bad its your fault
got overwhelmed with feelings ,as if anything would make me fall
felt vulnerable , you pierced my heart with a smile
i d be better off leaving , i ll be gone for a while
following a ladies lead just isnt my style
imma focus on myself, bitch imma go on exile
i lost too much energy trying to forget you
teach me how to look at things from a diffrent view
was born a good seed, grew up to be a rotten fruit (accentua la fine)
peace of heart and mind is what im trying to pursuit
feels like no1 ever appreciate me enough
im tired of this shit, but imma never give up
cant u see what u mean? i want you to be happy
walk this way with me coz ---i ve been hurt badly,
people love you for a while put you on a throne
then forget about you ,you end up being --unknown
verse 3:
this shit gives me hope, now i have a chance to succeed
music gives me the strenght and motivation to procede
i stop thinking how life was back then
playing with my cousin, wish i could live that again
everything felt nice not a worry on my mind
didnt know life yet, tought the world was really kind
learned with time that everybody has their sins
everybody tryna break free from the lifes strings
going to school, going to work, have kids and make a family
am-- i wrong for thinking this path could be a tragedy?
we always want what we cant have that attracts us the most
then once u lose it, take all you got till you overdose
wish we could be together,forget about tomorrow,
but instead i lose myself in this drink to drown my sorrow
always thought a girl would save me and bring me to glory
but i dont need to be saved coz im the hero of this story..
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3. |
The perfect girl
03:51
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what are you doing to me? please explain
you catch me by suprise , lift me off terrain
you take my hand as we leave for a cosmic trip
is this the beginning of a new relationship?
without fears, without lies, no trouble
no bullshit, lets make the perfect couple
heal my wounds, i ll show you my every scar
you re the best girl , you shine bright like a star
you make me feel as if anything is possible
you turn me on you inspire me, you re my oracle
yeah you save me , you are my light
you re in my head from when i get up to when i lay down at night
sometimes i cant sleep, thinking what to say next
thinking about you, how could i ever pay you back?
you sing in my head all day long
then talk to each other through a song
yeah baby you are my music
its like living a dream while being lucid
everything i ever wanted, a special journey
make me feel free,yea u taught me not to worry
you re all that i need punch me hard but i never bleed
stay by my side forever, dont ever leave
life seems better now , coz you make me believe
you re the the perfect thing i could ever conceive
i fell in love ever since i found you baby
no words can explain how u make me feel, i go crazy
you-re the sweetes thing, the hottest chick
you-re sincere you dont ever play tricks
you are the only one i can trust, you dont judge
you tell me all i need to hear without saying much
you embrace me as i am, disregard my flaws
you make me feel like a kid that talks to santa claus
you calm my soul, you re like a warm hug
you make me feel high, you re like a soft drug
that i cant stop taking, make me fly high like a rocket
make me feel rich with no money in my pocket
you re the sweetest thing to say, you re so kind
you awaken my soul and bring peace to my mind
if needed im gonna ask you on my knees
dont go away, dont ever leave me please..
yeah baby you are my music
its like living a dream while being lucid
everything i ever wanted, a special journey
make me feel free,yea u taught me not to worry
you re all that i need punch me hard but i never bleed
stay by my side forever, dont ever leave
life seems better now , coz you make me believe
you re the the perfect thing i could ever conceive
if it wasnt for you, where would i be? i wonder
you struck me, brought life back in me, like a thunder
giving me hope, this world doesnt seem so cruel
imma take care of you like a precious jewel
what if i never found you? would i make it back up?
would i be able to not give up and keep my head up?
i feel invincible now, you help me fight my demons
you make things clearer , you make me reason
there are no words that can explain what you mean
you make me feel like a king ,baby you re my queen
you give me confidence, aint no mountain i cant climb
you re a diffrent dimension, beyond space and time
you free me from all evil and my mental chains
i want you to run deep in me like blood in my veins
you fixed me, you re the best therapist ever
you are my angel, please watch over me forever
yeah baby you are my music
its like living a dream while being lucid
everything i ever wanted, a special journey
make me feel free,yea u taught me not to worry
you re all that i need punch me hard but i never bleed
stay by my side forever, dont ever leave
life seems better now , coz you make me believe
you re the the perfect thing i could ever conceive
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4. |
Lonely night
04:25
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verse 1
there s 2 versions of me fighting with each other
a constant battle that makes me sad , keeps me bothered
a part thats confident ,keeps me on line
the other feels unappreciated, gives a bad vibe
find the girl of my dreams, let her be my prinsess
live happily ever after n kill the stress
fuck that, that shit only means trouble
it upsets me that bitchez are so tricky and subtle
what do you want me to say, what should i do?
i dont care about you, u aint my baby boo
im all about romance, nothing these bitchez deserves
would be nice to fix things and live life in reverse
go back in time like the ghost of christmas past
back when we were happier felt like time ran fast
world wasnt as scary with you by my side
play it cool, go with the flow and enjoy the ride
chorus:
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
verse 2:
a part of me with an objective perspective
analyzes every situation like a detective
one that wants to know deep meaning of things
that still has faith , but i drown it in drinks
a part think theres something after we die
the other knows damn well thats all a lie
it all happens in our brain, it makes us who we are
it defines us ,can make us act bizarre
our head can fuck us in so many ways
makes us think too much, as if ya had a debt to pay
sometimes you feel as if your heart hurts
things change ,its the biggest lifes curse
we can block ourselves from being happier
from living life, like an invisible barrier
cant tell diffrence between reality and fiction
analyze your thoughts homie , its called metacognition
chorus:
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
verse 3:
always been a fighter , many times i ve struggled
things in life changed me, often felt troubled
people backstabbed me, it gave me clarity
on who to trust, diffrence from friend and enemy
even if i loved y all, loved you like a brother
you were family thinking that i had no father
its crazy that i have a brother now
dunno how to act, someone teach me how
he looks up to me, sees me like a role model
but i aint one, cant teach him any good moral
i d say so many things but i prefer not to
coz what i d say wouldnt be any good
will teach you not to fall for tricks in life
watch your back so there will never be any knife
realize life aint so nice , it ll change you soon
hope one day you ll be saved by a sweet tune
chorus:
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
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5. |
Something out of nothing
03:14
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6. |
Prisoner
04:18
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Verse 1;
aint no therapist helped me feel any better
trying to run from my self was my biggest error
feeling trapped, there s a prison inside your mind
the door is locked and the key is hard to find
nobody knows where it is, lucky who finds it
thats hard to do, its easy to lose a grip
its hard to find meaning and joy in what you do
i found it in talking about my point of view
my life, my personal problems and what i feel
always thought about whats the point in our time here
it will all fade into the abyss in the end
its about how u live life and what it meant
some say do what you love or so i heard
but the world stabbed my heart like a piercing sword
and now i check my back before giving a a kiss
im just a nobody who s tryina find peace
give voice to the things we dont speak about
escape your own mind prison and find a way out
i d like for people to think about whats wrong
innocence and love in this world are long gone
this 1 s for you and all the ladies that ruined me
made me cold hearted incapable of living free
i try to be the change i wanna see in this world
but that aint easy at all to do mark my word
chorus:
every night i got demons haunting me cant sleep
i stare at the ceiling turnin in my bed sheets
i ve been saved by a sweet melody
time heals nothing just replaces memories
i ve never heard a sweeter sound than your laughter
if only you knew you make my heart beat faster
but im scared to tell you there aint a thing i say
coz everytime i love something i push it away
verse 2:
another day feels wrong another dream about her
i ll write about my feelings, send you a letter
i hold you prisoner inside a cell my mind
you see i lost the key and i cant let you out
tried to fight my feelings but i couldnt resist
a beautiful story that i couldnt predict
you re the first girl that ever made me feel special
my other relationships never felt magical
maybe its my fault, my heart is never at peace
maybe im cursed mama come save me from this
am i destined to never feel satisfied?
with what i have, sorry if i made you cry
but i cant live my life stuck in the same place
see more in this life move at a different pace
its all about the money, once u get it then what?
y all never care about things deeper than that
im a hero always tryna make others feel better
give up my dreams and what i want to forget her
nothing worth having ever comes without struggle
try to play life like a merchant trying to haggle
but i wont buy because i dont like what i see
time is money and i would never spend them here
i d give away 100 days just to spend one with you
the thought of you sticking in my head just like glue
my life s a black paiting you are the white in the center
illuminate the dark in me , for my heart a shelter
whatever happened to us we used to be great
a stanctuary that kept away all the evil and hate
wishing i could freeze time when we were together
baby you made everything else feel much better
our personalities matched like pieces of a puzzle
a sweet melody helping me through the struggle
chorus:
every night i got demons haunting me cant sleep
i stare at the ceiling turnin in my bed sheets
i ve been saved by a sweet melody
time heals nothing just replaces memories
i ve never heard a sweeter sound than your laughter
if only you knew you make my heart beat faster
but im scared to tell you there aint a thing i say
coz everytime i love something i push it away
every night i got demons haunting me cant sleep
i stare at the ceiling turnin in my bed sheets
i ve been saved by a sweet melody
time heals nothing just replaces memories
i ve never heard a sweeter sound than your laughter
if only you knew you make my heart beat faster
but im scared to tell you there aint a thing i say
coz everytime i love something i push it away
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7. |
Cisum aiam
03:03
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verse 1 :
wondering why everything is always going wrong
change takes time ls like the quiet after the storm
i write about my self hope somebody can relate
its good for my health ,its like a form of escape
i aint ever again gon letchu ruin my party
i love you but you make my life shit , im sorry
i always find a way to fuck it up,create a mess
cant help it but go crazy if talkin about a piece of ass
something snapped in me the first time i saw you
wanted to hold you close to me, wanted to have you
i wanna be your hero baby save you from the danger
i never met a girl as kind as you with strangers
you are sweet funny and smart, you have beautiful eyes
sometimes i fantasize about you being my wife
us dancing on a boat to romantic jazz songs
you are the girl i wanted to have all along
chorus:
you tell me to accept the fact that u cant be mine
but thats not fair coz u dont know what ihave inside
we are together only in my daydreams baby
i always think about you cant wait to see you lady
you touch my soul without even knowing
warm me up like a fireplace when outside is snowing
bring out the best in me know what i mean
my soul has lots of black parts yours is simple and clean
verse 2 :
girl you re like a magic princess you give me good vibes
make me believe theres still something good in this life
you are nice to people your essence is gentle and sweet
tell me more about you i like it a lot when we speak
you re like the real version of the girl of my dreams
have dreams about u ,cupid striked me it seems
u make me feel like a kid again, free and innocent
boost me like would speed or any another stimulant
i immagine me and you together,now my soul is calmed
immagination brings happiness at no cost
i can tell by the way you act i aint the one u want
seems like my hearts in the hands of a sexy blonde
i imagine you re the girl in the picture on my wall
she looks like an angel, her feet off the floor
like love stories in movies where everything is perfect
i can be your man baby you can be my girlfriend
chorus:
you tell me to accept the fact that u cant be mine
but thats not fair coz u dont know what ihave inside
we are together only in my daydreams baby
i always think about you cant wait to see you lady
you touch my soul without even knowing
warm me up like a fireplace when outside is snowing
bring out the best in me know what i mean
my soul has lots of black parts yours is simple and clean
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8. |
No one like you
04:21
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Verse 1:
i close my eyes, i m 6 year old again
you are raising 2 kids alone with no man
you re an officer and i m your soldier
alone,no job and the world on your shoulders
my daddy left u , dealing with all that bullshit
no father for your kids, but still u wouldnt quit
with unconditional love, thought me right and wrong
sleeping with you by my side singing us sweet songs
remember those hand puppets and the fairy tails
created objects with care for every detail
put them around the house as decorations
never put pressure on us , no frustrations
while you were at war with my fathers lawyer
you re my angel, made every problem smaller
sitting on your lap and cuddling after dinner
mama you are my rock, my certainty, my pillar
chorus:
its hard for me to tell these things in person
know that you 2 are the ones i learned from
girls please listen to what i have to say
you 2 are the only ones that would always stay
you always support me no matter who i am
you see? the 3 of us makes the perfect gang
forgive me if i m a jerk sometimes
but i appreciate your every advice
verse 2:
when i was 15, our relationship has changed
but my feelings for you always been unchanged
you re like a dictator , should i obey to you?
i m with the cool kids, not listening to you
i go around town , skip school, avoid to study
you changed jobs so we always had less money
you made it all work, had an ace up your sleeves
with my sister we would make the 3 musketeers
always loved us and made us feel much better
saturdays watching tv on the couch together
eating chips cuddling , that always was a pleasure
hope i can have these sweet memories forever
always told us "your daddy is not a jerk
its just that he doesnt know how to make it work.."
cooked amazing food, shaped it into smiley faces
mama always helped us through the changes
chorus:
its hard for me to tell these things in person
know that you 2 are the ones i learned from
girls please listen to what i have to say
you 2 are the only ones that would always stay
you always support me no matter who i am
you see? the 3 of us makes the perfect gang
forgive me if i m a jerk sometimes
but i appreciate your every advice
verse 3:
im 23 , im older, respect you as a woman
both growing, you re a precious human
no woman could take yours and my systers place
you support me, help me get up when i lose trace
there aint a thing i wouldnt do for you two
you mean the world to me, you deserve a statue
i can appreciate how u raised me now
did it on your own, but i just dunno how
aint no way i can repay you, and thats just true
at times i would act like a jerk screaming at you
reverse my frustration on you and my syster
love and hate, i remember that time i pushed her
fell and got scratches on her face, i though i was boss
when you made my game crash, what a jerk i was
angry screaming at you , how could i be so blind?
playing in my room not a worry in our minds...
chorus:
its hard for me to tell these things in person
know that you 2 are the ones i learned from
girls please listen to what i have to say
you 2 are the only ones that would always stay
you always support me no matter who i am
you see? the 3 of us makes the perfect gang
forgive me if i m a jerk sometimes
but i appreciate your every advice
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9. |
Dear brother
03:11
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Verse 1:
hope you ll get to live a good life, better than mine
no regrets and less bitterness, keep on tryin
remember whats worth in this world u cant buy
brother be the "good by myself" type of guy
get up , make em pay they ever did this to you
dont live life like me, with a nihilistic view
where u have trouble knowing whats on your mind
no ambitions , no peace nor wishes u can find
only enjoing life when being high or with a bitch
women can give you pleasure only for a bit
dont focus too much on them is not worth the effort
respect your mama she ll always be your shepherd
your guide, she s the most important woman of your life
being a man will give you clarity, make you more wise
on how cruel this world can be, that time always runs thin
die inside when feeling worlds injustice on your skin
verse 2:
brother, be a loyal friend and keep your friends close
remember theres a thin line between friends and foes
help u work out whatever you re wondering
i ll be there to support u through the suffering
yeah, i ll always be there whenever you need
both having each others back when feeling weak
help you with all i can, teach u everything i know
hope all your dreams will come true when u ll grow
i had dreams too couldnt wait to see em come true
but the world killed them all, if only i had a clue
remember that is not hair or stregth that makes a man
people will hurt you , learn to not give a damn
become a man by losing the things you love the most
losing something you loved will make you lose hope
when kicked down , learn to come back 50 times stronger
lifes a constant battle , outside is a slaughter
verse 3:
dont be afraid to show your true feelings again
protect yourself its a war outside, a true mahyem
feel at peace, remember that silence is your mate
live a better life, not filled with anger and hate
find a girl that will love you and make you feel whole
will save you from yourself and will touch your soul
like god sent an angel on earth just for you
observe and listen, its the smartest thing to do
always think before talking, find meaning in things
find motivation to keep going, dont fall for tricks
if you ll ever end up being hurt and unknown
dont give up and dont be afraid of being alone
we live to die but brother dont live life invain
please dont just drink and smoke to avoid the pain
i ll help you, keep an eye on you from above
be honest, do all you can for the ones you love
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