there s 2 versions of me fighting with each other
a constant battle that makes me sad , keeps me bothered
a part thats confident ,keeps me on line
the other feels unappreciated, gives a bad vibe
find the girl of my dreams, let her be my prinsess
live happily ever after n kill the stress
fuck that, that shit only means trouble
it upsets me that bitchez are so tricky and subtle
what do you want me to say, what should i do?
i dont care about you, u aint my baby boo
im all about romance, nothing these bitchez deserves
would be nice to fix things and live life in reverse
go back in time like the ghost of christmas past
back when we were happier felt like time ran fast
world wasnt as scary with you by my side
play it cool, go with the flow and enjoy the ride
chorus:
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
verse 2:
a part of me with an objective perspective
analyzes every situation like a detective
one that wants to know deep meaning of things
that still has faith , but i drown it in drinks
a part think theres something after we die
the other knows damn well thats all a lie
it all happens in our brain, it makes us who we are
it defines us ,can make us act bizarre
our head can fuck us in so many ways
makes us think too much, as if ya had a debt to pay
sometimes you feel as if your heart hurts
things change ,its the biggest lifes curse
we can block ourselves from being happier
from living life, like an invisible barrier
cant tell diffrence between reality and fiction
analyze your thoughts homie , its called metacognition
chorus:
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
verse 3:
always been a fighter , many times i ve struggled
things in life changed me, often felt troubled
people backstabbed me, it gave me clarity
on who to trust, diffrence from friend and enemy
even if i loved y all, loved you like a brother
you were family thinking that i had no father
its crazy that i have a brother now
dunno how to act, someone teach me how
he looks up to me, sees me like a role model
but i aint one, cant teach him any good moral
i d say so many things but i prefer not to
coz what i d say wouldnt be any good
will teach you not to fall for tricks in life
watch your back so there will never be any knife
realize life aint so nice , it ll change you soon
hope one day you ll be saved by a sweet tune
chorus:
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
fighting with my self in this lonely night
2 parts of me in an everlasting fight
one that believes my dreams will come true
the other wonders if i ll ever make it through
