covered my heart with ice , cant trust nobody any mo
the only people that i love is my family and my bro
when did all things change, wat did i do wrong?
the pain i felt made me cold , heartless and strong
everybody s boring , not worth my time
bitchez clownin acting like a mime
i d rather be alone and keep it cool inside my zone
im a granade filled with hatred about to get blown
i feel alone even when im with others, yo its crazy
but i keep my head strong and try not to get lazy
oh yeah shorty please fix me, lemme love you lemme kiss you
those eyez and ass make me crazy, lemme tell you
ooh baby lets drink this gin and dance with me
lets forget about the rest , lie down with me
the world seems better when you re with me
shorty cant u see with you is where i wanna be



lost the way since when i got out of highschool
fell into depression its been hard to keep it cool
its crazy how depression can fuck you up
makes me wanna go to sleep and never wake up
am i at the end of nowhere? will i lose all that is mine?
im tryna turn a page in my life with these rhymes
find something to give me the motivation
stop being scared my confidence has gone bad
waking up and start being mad
id like to go back to normal and feel glad
kill negative vibez and stop being sad
loved so many people, they just loved the cash
up all night sippin gin smoking hash
the day after you stole from me
then act like nothing happend , i know you lyin homie
you can keep the money that i gave you you s a clown
im saying fuck to you all -- man i d be leaving town..


yeah the book of my life has lots of dark pages
filled with dark episodes and unknown faces
had no father since i was born,grew up with my sister and my mama
they helped me through the drama
i learned to be a man on my own, with my grandpa as a guide
was like a father to me, cried like a baby when he died
asked my mama whats the meaning of life at the age of 8
15 sipping beers with my mates
sippin gin at 3 pm with ma boys
ye, we started living wild since we were just schoolboys
used to deal drugs and nearly got caught , police stopped me
i had a shirt that said "fuck cops" and a 100 grams on me